Wednesday, 5 February 2014
Sunrise, but anxious
My sunrise of the day was taken on the very, very old phone again today. My phone is till playing up. It is very frustrating.
I couldn't sleep last night. I had sweats real bad from anxiety. I have run out of money until next week. The car repairs last week cleaned me out. I have no petrol, so I am going to have to park the car at the charity for a week. I usually park near the water, one of the small joys of being homeless.
Parking at the charity means that I lose my peace, my sunrises and my space. It is busy there, and I do not always feel safe.
I am stressing over the phone too. I have nothing left now - twitter is a lifeline to my world. I have meet a lot of good people who support me there, and I get to tell my message about homelessness.
I need some space, that's why I couldn't live in the car in the city - I can keep going as long as I create my space near the water.
I hope I stay safe.